I finally had my big cry last night. I feel a bit lighter today. It’s been tough. It’s as if people expect me to be right back to my cheery self. I don’t know how to be this way. I’ve never been so sad for so long. Thank God for Jon and the pugs. They…

Miss Thang Thank you for all of the wonderful birthday wishes! Last night after work I walked out to the parking lot and there was Jon waiting with a cold Frappaccino from Starbucks for me. Yum. Then we went to dinner at Buca di Beppo’s. The host said it would be a few minutes for…

Tomorrow I turn 31. I can not wait to put my 30th year behind me. Too much drama. 31 is going to be a great year if it kills me! =) Jon gave me my birthday present early. I’m so excited! A new digital camera! I love my Nikon Coolpix 2500 that I’ve been using…

Thank you. You guys are amazing. You just don’t know how much all of your sweet, caring comments mean to me. I know that one day Jon and I will have the family we’ve always wanted, we just have to go about it a different way, and get through this hard time first. It seems…