I finally had my big cry last night. I feel a bit lighter today. It’s been tough. It’s as if people expect me to be right back to my cheery self. I don’t know how to be this way. I’ve never been so sad for so long. Thank God for Jon and the pugs. They…

Miss Thang Thank you for all of the wonderful birthday wishes! Last night after work I walked out to the parking lot and there was Jon waiting with a cold Frappaccino from Starbucks for me. Yum. Then we went to dinner at Buca di Beppo’s. The host said it would be a few minutes for…

Tomorrow I turn 31. I can not wait to put my 30th year behind me. Too much drama. 31 is going to be a great year if it kills me! =) Jon gave me my birthday present early. I’m so excited! A new digital camera! I love my Nikon Coolpix 2500 that I’ve been using…

Thank you. You guys are amazing. You just don’t know how much all of your sweet, caring comments mean to me. I know that one day Jon and I will have the family we’ve always wanted, we just have to go about it a different way, and get through this hard time first. It seems…

Between a rock and a hard place   I’ve been dreading writing this post.  Like if I write the words, then it’s real.  Maybe if I just don’t click on post everything will be ok.  Well, as you may remember, I’ve been on Clomid for the last 2 months following my surgery that removed my…

So much to say   A proper update will come soon I promise.  Here are some highlights (and lowlights) of the past week: Wilmington trip- cut short due to bad weather, bad travelling pugs, and a bad case of the vomiting everything that went into my mouth. Made another appearance at our local hospital emergency…

I forget about the black and white option on my camera, I wish I thought of it more. I love black and white photos and my pugs and boy take nice b&w shots.

Remember a few months ago when I won some Tupperware stuff on Ebay from Shaquita Vaughn?  And it took months, but finally she refunded my money after never sending the items?  Apparently my blog shows up when you Google her name, as many people have done.  They have then emailed me to let me know…

Picture Pages I was in Wal-mart the other day with my friend Patricia picking up chicken for a work luncheon when we saw this:   Apparently even Shrek needs to make ends meet by working a part time gig.  Note that he’s wearing a Wal-mart name tag.  Their chicken was surprisingly good by the way.…

J So, only 4 more days til we leave for Wilmington for the weekend.  I so need a getaway. It will be interesting to see how the pugs do while we travel.  We’re taking them on 2 mini holidays to break them in before we do our big vacation for 10 days in October.  I have…