Bless Your Heart

yesterday i went to the doctor to see about my headaches. they are chronic. i’ve had the same one since the 10th. what’s up with that?? they took all sorts of blood and she scheduled me for a cat scan. that’s freaking me out a little. when your good friend is fighting cancer in her spine & the base of her head it’s hard to think positively about getting a cat scan. my dr. is a little worried about the pain being so localized so that’s why she’s ordered the scan.

so i come out to the waiting room and tell jon about it and now he’s a little freaked. he’s all clingy and held my hand literally the rest of the day. i mean, he’s normally affectionate but he was all over me yesterday. i think he can’t help but think of mel & jason too and what they’re going through with her cancer. when you have friends your own age dealing with such a huge thing, it makes you really sensitive.